Ok. What to talk about? Have you ever had that feeling where you just feel bad for no reason at all. I always feel that way now...I dont know its probably because people are just trying to do everything to bring me down. Or perhaps im just htinking that way so I easily get hurt. Ive spent most of my nights going to sleep tearing, and whats sad is I cant even cry out loud becasue I dont know Im afraid someone will hear me, and theyll ask me whats wrong and I wouldnt know what to say to them.
Im here at a computer shop with my cousins, and what can I saw I spend my days here a lot. Every night till like one in the morning....hahah you can call me obssessed but hey its fun....plus I have me some EYE CANDY. Fosho fosho. It makes me feel like a kid again when I see the guy that makes my heart skip a beat and then I cant sleep because Im too busy thinking of him....and whenever someone does say his name gosh damn it makes me laugh like a crazy person. Seriouuslyy thoooo! Ahhh IM depressed and stressed....Im leaving I cant feel this way...i dont need another reason to stay... I need reasons to go!! If only people understoood! I feel alone again......I cant even tlak to anyone about it and when i talk about it it makes me tear up and its like im a barrel I dont know thats whats on my mind and it may not make anysense but thats how it hurts in a place where even I cant find.
I still feel like im running away from relationships...men ddont mix with me well. Or then again BOYS...BOYS WILL BE BOYS. im kinda talking to him right now so byyeeeeee. LMAO!
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